i'm awake and it is almost 3am
So, i used to have times where I constantly was awake all night, while my husband slept. I actually went to sleep really early last night, like 7pm?? I never do that, but i was exhausted after leaving the house, playing games, going on vr, AND getting high. So i just let my husband put in my suppository early, and i crashed.
aside that, i have been having teeth aches on my bottom or top left, and it is driving me insane, i absolutely hate teeth pain. Hopefully next time payment time comes around, we can set me up with the dentist? Idk, i just want my teeth all pulled out, because holy fuck... I was never told or taught to do that, unless i was with my grandmother. Then when mental illness and disabilities hit, it felt like i couldnt do anything. and i deeply regret that now...
