HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA FINALLY !!! My fucking grandmother on my mom's side kicked the bucket!! I think whatever deity, or force it was, caused my grandmother to remain alive, just to further her suffering due to how she treated others. That woman straight up abused me, and yes, she has smacked me before, but I mean the psychological and mental abuse was INSANE. Don't even get me started on the fact she is the main cause for giving me an eating disorder as well as my mom. And she is half of my religious trauma.

Time to work on healing this part of my self, it'll be messy af... but it'll be worth it..